I still can't understand why my mom expects a lot from me. She wants me to be the best of the best which is something I know that I can't do. She knows that. She ALSO knows that I am happy-go-lucky, a crammer, procrastinator, and STILL expects 100% the BEST from me!! The fuck. I got 13 mistakes in a periodical test and she cut off my usage of the internet. What if she found out that I got 21 mistakes in another periodical test?! She'd ground me for life. From rank 2. I became rank 5. No biggie. It happened last year. But now. The HELL.
My cellphone was confiscated. By my mom of course. And she doesn't allow me to answer phone calls or to make phone calls. She even grounded me from the computer. Offline or online. I am STILL grounded. Wondering how I was able to post this?! It's because of the project I had to do and she allowed me to use the computer. Haha! I sneaked off and used the Internet. She won't know. XD
Anyways, I am also freaking pissed off because of the fact that my mom said a super bad word to me. It was like this. We were in the car. From the distribution of report cards. She said, "Ang laki na nga ng binaba mo.. May gana ka pang tumawa kanina!! DAMN YOU!!" I was hurt. Really hurt.
At home she told me to give back the tickets for the school concert. I can't attend the fucking concert. I "think" she won't even allow me to go to the Christmas Party. Haha! Killjoy. This is ONE STRICT MOM I am talking about. You guys out there are so lucky if you have a mom who allows you to have gimmicks with your friends. So far, I have only attended ONE gimmick with my former adviser and my mom STILL got mad!! FUCK!! She doesn't want me to have fun. T__T
Life is HELL.
Currently feeling: pissed
